i didnt do well for chinese paper.
the paper one and two is like shit. adding on i am not in the mood. so it like worst. haix....
why have i become like that. especially this year. i have slack down a lot. this cause all my results to drop from bad to worst. the worst part is that this year suppose to be the chiong year la. but i keep slacking down on my studies.
i dont think is because of relationship wise as there's no much changes in my daily activity. just that there's someone there beside me all the time^^
i cant imagine if he's gone...
he's so important to me now. i just wish that i could be with him 24hours everyday but it's impossible. i really hope that i could really really give in the hundred percent, but its just so difficult T.T i am just so scared to get hurt. haix....