haix....
holiday is over before i could even notice it
sigh....
i dont have much time left.
just so wish that i have more time.
more time for friends
more time for sisters
more time for brother
more time for baby!!!!

this few days i got so much feeling out of a sudden. after looking back at the old posts and jojo's blog, i felt that everything just change so fast. things are like so damn different already. and time really pass fast.
just so wish that time could stop for a while and maintain where it is for a few days. just a few happy days.... and not troubled days...

the aim for rest of my sec 4...
~jiayou lijun!!!
chiong for o's and you have few months for playing already.
~save money
~get back to the size i want. [slim down]
like a meat ball right now T.T

after sleeping at baby's house, afternoon went to meet up with sasa and tanzz for bowling. then meet tong and headed to kor's house...
went there a while while only cause couldnt stay long.
so didnt got a chance to meet much ppl...
went home around 8....










happy bithday marcus korkor^^

yeah!!!
today is baby's birthday
happy birthday baby :)

i am now at baby's house.
morning i almost late and in the end i cab to school.
waste my money.... =.=
went to school for re-test. i think the paper still okay. so irritated that i didnt pass the mid-year's geo paper. i must study study study already. but i just cant get myself into the mood even though school is starting and exams are drawing nearer. i dont even feel nervous at all. i think i am gonna die soon le la....

hehe. after taking paper. went back home to bath and change. actually no need come back de. but in the morning i dont have the time to bath and so need come back to bath.
after that. went to baby's house to wait for his friends. they were still playing at yiyi's house. the didnt go home the day before....
went to eat eat sakura^^


couple couple tee ^^

baby...


cute cute


they were playing with the food and in the end it looks damn disgusting....


after eating we went for 'land'
hehe. is baby's house to overnight and all playing computer.
totally same same as land...
its dark dark.
many computers in a row...

...love you baby

baby......
just so so so miss you.....
sorry baby.
i really didnt bluff you T.T i really didnt plan to go somewhere else de. at first i really thought i am going home de. sorry baby... sorry sorry sorry......

happy birthday jk.
hope you like the present.
ps
didnt give you personally....

we have been together for 4 month [121 day] already^^

from tmr onwards is the starting of the 5th month^^

argh!!!!!

why am i explaining all this. make myself even more frustrated.

everyday for me is like hell.

i am explaining, apologising. explaining , apologising. explaining....

everyday life is like shit...

and school is starting already...

i think i need a break from now on....

sigh....

today went to eat sakae sushi with kor tong and baby ^^

very lazy to upload the rest of the pictures so didnt upload...

hehe....

but i am so damn full full after eating.

after eating then train to potong pasir and then bus home ^^

hehe....

For the past few days have been going to the library to study.

but or a few hours only cause after that went to meet baby...

hehehe.....

didnt see him i feel very weird...

hehehe....

muackx muackx....

happy birthday JIEJIE !!!! ^^

happy birthday to grandma as well ^^

today went to have dinner at one dono what restaurant de . i am so damn damn full now. went there to eat and eat because its so call a buffet. so keep ordering. hehehehe....

i am like a pregnant woman nowadays. i have gain 3kgs.... can you imagine 3 more kg of meat!!! when you go to the supermarket and ask for 3kg of meat, see how much is it. . . .

sigh.... T.T

so sad T.T

haix....

changed my link again =.=

because of someone i change it again.

why cant we be like normal friend?

why cant you just be my good friend?

why cant i have the choice to choose whether i want you as my friend or not?

why cant you be a friend whereby i could talk to when i am bored?

why cant you be included in my friend list?

or maybe you think it would be better in this manner....

if it does then i think i got nothing to say anymore...

pictures are very dark....

sian...

but i went for seafood dinner ^^ hehehe....

yummmy.....

then for singing!!!

hehe

its was so damn funny la....

yew: wah, wear high heels still shorter then us o...

jie: eh! where got la. don believe we measure.

then we all went to the reflection to see.

me: hahaha... really the shortest le...

yew: 你以前在学校排队点名的时候老师是不是会说 ‘为什么少一个人? yjie leh?

你 [point at one girl at the back] 为什么不要站过去一点。yijie还没来，等会不够位子。。。

then yijie will raise her hand right beside the girl and say i am here.....

lols....

went to meet baby early in the morning as he didnt go to school. and then his friend help us to buy tickets for karate kid... hehe.... went to watch the movie at amk hub with baby and friends.

hehe... ate so much food today. we like 'daweiwang' la.

baby is so damn cute cute today. hehehehe.....

love you^^

yeah!!!!
everything is nicely done already ^^
for now is just waiting for the day to arrive only

BUT ITS TOO BIG!!!!
argh.... fuvk la....

thurs.... 3rd

have decided to go to tanzz house to bake cookie but in the end i didnt go. sorry....

but they have a very successful baking ^^

and i went to baby house. baby didnt go to school today cause he have the interview. but he's not approve for the interview. hehe.... actually quite happy that his's being rejected as he could then have more time for me ^^

sat... 5th

meet up with jk and cabbed down to kor's house to meet him. actually on the way there was planning to disturb but in the end i didnt...

after chatting , went back for tuition and then down to slack slack a while.

so bored at grandma house now. dono for what reason i have to come here.

ytd have a great great dinner. i am so damn full after eating. i ate so much. next week have another round of eating.

recently have been putting on weight!!!

omg!!!

what am i suppose to do???

i have 3more kg of meat on me now!!!

sigh....

maybe is because i am so happy and xin fu nowadays.

but i rather be happy then sad ^^

baby......

sorry baby....

really very sorry....

wozhendebukeyimeiyouni

wojintianbushiguyide

duibuqi

i didnt do well for chinese paper.
the paper one and two is like shit. adding on i am not in the mood. so it like worst. haix....
why have i become like that. especially this year. i have slack down a lot. this cause all my results to drop from bad to worst. the worst part is that this year suppose to be the chiong year la. but i keep slacking down on my studies.
i dont think is because of relationship wise as there's no much changes in my daily activity. just that there's someone there beside me all the time^^
i cant imagine if he's gone...
he's so important to me now. i just wish that i could be with him 24hours everyday but it's impossible. i really hope that i could really really give in the hundred percent, but its just so difficult T.T i am just so scared to get hurt. haix....