it shock me after reading the message you sent me ytd night.
i am sure with the answer myself that i would not , Would Not , WOULD NOT leave you. so can you dont think too much. no matter what he does it has already been the past as things have change after a long period of time. last year i give chance and nothing have been done so i have already made a new choice beginning of the year. maybe its faded to be like this already. because i only got to know it after i accept you. so everything has already come to an ending, a fixed ending. the choice would only be different if i got to know it three months ago before i let out my mind to let him go and choose you. or maybe the choice would still remain the same that i would still choose you. but for now everything is already fixed. nothing would change my choice unless you break my heart. but i dont think it would happen that fast. at least half a year more??? actually i also not sure for that. maybe lesser.... but i am sure that everything in this world happen and everything have its original ending already. 'what will be , will be' . its already faded to be in this way. no point thinking so much when the answer is already there. and i know the answer clearly myself even though there's always an enquiries , a question mark, that i have not make it clear... but for me i can promise that it would not be less then half a year. hope so....

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