by chance, i came across a note in your phone. i think i accidentally press it and so the date is changed. but i counted backwards and came out with the date eventually [25march ? ] not very sure with the date...

T.T sob sob... regretted reading it.
but it sounded so... ... .... sad? actually i also not very sure how it sounds. but tears just welled up when i read it. i know girls are difficult to understand and i think its a challenge for you to understand me when i myself dont
i know that you are really a good good good person. maybe the top few that i have met. friends around do say that we would last but to me there's no forever love. or maybe one day this mind set may change if its proved wrong. cause i have came across people who love each other from the day they met till the day they were buried. but in this kind of realistic world, things pass and go.
from the very very beginning, during sisters gossiping, i claimed that i admire you and because of that, sis dont dare to let me know certain things and its the first time i am the last person being updated. i know that they dont dare to let me know at that time is because its so rare for me to say out the i admire someone since the day i was hurt. but for me, saying i admire doesnt equal to like and so, in the end wishes is still given. but with a snap of fingers, things changed. things change from a friend to a bro to baby. this is totally out of my expectation. i always wanted to ask you 'do you really like me' ? really? cause from the start it all begin so virtually. it dont seems to be real at all. even till now i still wish that the reply could be given. not that i dont believe but its just seems to be unreal.... sorry...

in my 15 years of life, excluding my family; 'biatch' ; 'kor' , i love 3 other which are all good good guy.
and now in my 16th, i came across another great one that i would cherish. 100percent understand myself. but i can see that you still understand me quite well. maybe its not totally because you really do understand me, but its because of some instinct which cause you to know at the moment what am i thinking or what i want. but its still better then nothing...
even though i could not guarantee you that we would sure last and all the things you wish to do may come true, but trust me. i would love you to the fullest in this period of time when we are still together.
hope that the number of days would continue to increase and we would not quarrel like what others does.
要相信才会有希望。
但是哪怕有一天说要离开的那个人不是我，而是你。