what are friends for???
do i deserve any trust???
am i trusted???

i have like having lots of problems nowadays la. i dont know what can i do , what should i do, what am i suppose to do to solve them all. why must all the problems come together at one go.
i always hope that this brand new year would be better but i got it wrong. everything is like shit and damn f***ing bad la....

how
how
how