my life have become more and more boring each day
haix....

maybe one day if i m gone it would be better and people around me would be happier as i think i have create so much problem to those people around me
T.T

woke up quite late dono for what reason cannot sleep at night.
i look at my phone is going 12 le but there's no msg. after a while, called y to ask the thingy and sa also. haix.
dont feel like wearing high heels to walk around as its so tiring. so decided to meet y instead of s n p. bath and do my staff and went out of hse at 2 . reached there around 2.40 ba. not sure. at first didnt want to go out so early de. but there's one person at home making me wanting to get out of hse asap.

join them for k a while





then is eating time.
sa and p came to join us as well^^
then ds and kw came at 7+ or 8 de.
we eat for 2 hrs la!!!!
it' so full....







then home sweet home.

ytd night have a bad quarrel with daddy and it turn out me crying in the end.
T.T
and i woke up having swollen eyes.
so the next morning its obvious that i wont be staying at home and so find somewhere i can go which is y hse. haix.

look at my eyes la.
i put so much make up to cover it lo.

then meet up with sa for dinner and went home after that.
haix.
that's my life.
without any special reason no staying late outside.
i hate it!!!

thks f for her presents^^


she bought me this bigbig thingy!!!!
hahhaahha....
and some make up staff...

have been sleeping the whole afternoon and have a really late dinner today. its dono dinner or supper. around 11 after dinner headed to orchard to have a look...
its really nice ^^

Lamborghini running on the road
the guy is carrying a house on the road
haha



and i spent my Christmas like this....
haix

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEERS!!!

ytd evening have a bbq session and its fun.
meeting time is 3 at p house but before that individual meet different ppl and came to a stop and we hop bus.
10people altogether = 5b 5g
hehehe. lols...

then we went to ntuc to buy our remaining staffs. and by the time 2b who didnt managed to hop bus reached and meet us.
and here comes our nice night.
at first it wasnt that nice but after a while it started to get better...
^^ hehe





psfly







we were all playing with the firecrackers and its damn nice la.
expecially this pic... its so style

bh and p = lovely lovely (L)

but the fun didnt continue when jf went drunk.

i was so piss at the point of time.
i hate ppl who got drunk!!!
ds spent 2 hrs acompanying jf la before he could finally sleep.
2hrs - talk craps and do rubbish

an the rest of us got nothing to do and so its playing time.
some were downstairs playing cards whereas a few of us were playing with phone calls. calling ppl an saying craps.... haha its fun doing that ^^


when he finally woke up he... ... ...
some went to sleep already.
left a few sitting outside chatting with him and i m included.
i was damn tired!




when i finally got a chance to sleep, jf keep asking me not to sleep and chat with him....
he is totally out of control when he is drunk la.

then everything went on and on till 6 and the guys decided to go home.
and at that time all girls are on bed le. leaving me alone with them.
this and that and finally at 7 i hug my poor little cutie and went to bed.

but woke up around 9 and went to have kfc breakfast at 10.






and i have been sleeping the whole afternoon la. i think my dark circles are out again.
T.T

happy birthday to my dear Michelle
stay happy^^

by right need go school but in the end didnt turn up in the end

woke up in the afternoon at accompany jie to go hospital again.
now the hospital have so much rules to follow.


wearing a mask.

then after that went to bbq warehouse with jie and one of her friend to get her bbq staff at night. her friends are so cute and funny la.
reach home around 6 and her friends started to come and she took some food in to let me eat. their friends all so old. so very difficult to communicate so i stay inside the house the whole night.
but her friends all are good and nice and cute^^

was woken up early in the morning to go pray pray.
then went to look for fan with parents since i m already out. after buying the fan we headed to have lunch. but rushed home as parents got something on and i have my staff to do. but in the end pei jie jie out. she wanted to go to find some staff and after that we headed to hospital.
T.T
i could not imagine if it was someone closer to me who is lying there... my tears welled up and i hold it back when i just step into the room. she is in icu la. i immediately go out before my tears drop la.
haix. the kind of feeling i have is like... ... ...
then after that meet parents and have dinner and came back home.

its flag day today.
woke up 5.30 in the morning and i almost faint. reached bishan mrt just in time which is 7.30. but in the end cher came at 8 and say that we could go and have breakfast and meet again at 8.45. WTH.
if is like that then i wouldnt need to wake up so early already la. make me so tired la. and cause me to slep for 3 hrs only....



after the flag flag thingy, by right want to leave le but in the end stay there a while till 1 then went back home to change as having dinner at night.
but when reach the bus stop outside my hse, it was raining heavily la...
stupid. i was stuck there for 30mims then a good good grandma fetch me back home.

look a bit weird. but i still wore this out.


when we were having our meals.
its so yummy. especially the crap.


and this is the bamboo if i m not wrong.
i had so much food but i only took two pictures as i was too busy eating.
hahaha. its so full.

went to yt hse in the afternoon and have my lunch there. then we headed to amk to buy staff and rushed back as her grandma want her to buy things and be home asap. then i went there for my dinner again.
OMG!
i feel so ps la ....
its so what to be always having meals at her hse. but her grandma would keep saying that yt eat so little. say she is too slim or what de.
then when i go home she will say free drop by and play.
everytime the same.

sometimes i feel if i always go her hse i think i would be like a pig sooner or later la. even though i know i already look like one, but it would be even worst if i always go her hse and eat.

woke up in the morning and was so so so tired.
have been sleeping late at night and waking up early in the morning.
then after that pei jie jie the whole morning from one place to another. after that accompany her to her work place then i came back home. its so tired.

嗨
人生短短几十年啊。。。

i feel so... ... ...
dono how to describe the feeling i am having now. i just dont feel good at all. a so call a friend of mine is in ICU and.. ... ... haix. hope that she would be fine.
jiayou and fight till the end!!!

was so pissed in the morning as the hse phone keep ringing and no one is there to answer to the phone. i was like gonna go crazy la. within 30mins to 60mins, there would be someone calling to the phone... it cause me to not have a good sleep.
i slept late this few days as i could not get to my la la land as easy as before. dono for what reason i have not been sleeping well at night even when i finally fell asleep late around 3, i keep having dream. and they are all NIGHTMARES if i vote it myself.
they are all really bad dreams that are things that i hate the most.
and throughout the whole day i was like in a bad mood la.
consecutively having dreams that are like shit and not being able to fall asleep....

woke up by so many calls and start using the comp again. but everyday doing the same thing is really boring. but there's nothing else to do.
worst is to do hw. i didnt even touch any of it.
after that. went out to watch movie with family.
sian sia.

the storm warriors.

this show is like shit. the ending is worst that what i have thought. regret watching this show. it totally... ... ...
then after watching went to have dinner and home...