work up around 10 in the morning and found out that there's nothing i could do. so i sat in front of the computer watching my dramas again. the more i watch the more i dream. the more i dream i the more i cannot sleep well. the more i cannot sleep well the more i would think. the more i think the more frustrated i get. the more frustrated i get the more hot tempered i am... ... ... ...
AH! i think i m gonna go crazy! so better stop watching the dramas T.T it would be a better choice.
haix.
at night... ... ...
went to my grandma hse as long long time didnt go le then tmr cannot make it to go.
hehehe...
cousin was so funny as i help aunt pick up her phone and he actually ask who am i. he say he dono is me. i was like a small girl when i m on the phone. hmmmp....



this is how i feel all the time. so emo and down.cannot even get high!!!! it was so so so lifeless man. nothing to do is the worst thing in life. so whats the point of living and making myself being tortured by myself. it was so so so 辛苦. i dont think this kind of life worth me continue living on....
haix