recently have been watching these show weekly. all this show is he most recent one and is like one week one episode only.
sian na.
the rest of the 台湾偶像剧 that have been uploaded i have finish watching le la. now need to look for hongkong and korean show liao.

but next year would have much more show le^^




愛似百匯
waiting for the show man. but need wait till next year... ... ...
sian...

today wake up early in the morning and went to p hse. yeah. long long time nvr see then already. so miss them.
reached her hse around 11 and everyone still sleeping. as the day before then all slept at her hse. too bad i could not stay overnight outside. or else i would have went there ytd night.
hehehehe

play and play then watch movie...
then after that we play mahjong. they all bully me as i dont even know how to play and they want me to play. then i lose like hell.

this picture is taken when sa just came into the room. hehe. the jacket i buy de. each person one. so lovely. and a keychain for phone also.
hehehehe...

yeah!!!
back to posting after one week.....
i went to thailand again. its a yearly activity actually. since dono when i have been visiting thailand every year sia.

FUN!
the word i could use to describe my trip...
for the whole trip i have buy lots of staff and shop and shop. this make my leg so tired a but its really fun as i have experience something that i haven been experiencing for a long long time le.
for the whole trip i dont have an stress at all. jus play, sleep, eat, shop....
my mind is so relax man.

time passes so fast when you are having fun...




went to 'chinatown'
you know what. thailand also have chinatown leh...
hahaha...
but its so old....


my pretty jiejie and me.



look at my nails! so nice !!! !!! !!!

haix.
today is the last day....
byebye

ytd went to meet sa in the afternoon for a while because i need to meet her and after that y came cause today i wont be going out already.

loook at this ah lian...

see their colour combination. totally the same.
shirt = white
pant = black
slipper = white

hehehe. thats me...

then at night went to a funny place to sing song. even though its cheap, but its a bit old. its book by my aunt. its so difficult to find a song that is suitable for me to sing. but pictures is still taken... hehehehe....

everybody playing jiejie sitting at a corner studying. but no choice she need to pei me go there then she got exam. so eed to go there act a hardworking. hehehe...

haix.
where are you ah. y dont on your handphone? wanted to meet you for a while to ask you keep cig de leh. i cannot keep it at home for one week. i think it will lao hong la. then i cannot make it to not have it for so long and i tmr really need it!!! or else i will faint le la.
T.T
ah!!!!
haix...

haix.
missing in action again....
where are you???
dont always like that leh.
izit my fault??? if is then i apologies. . . .


today stayed at home for the whole day...
still cannot find the feel of doing work. i think i m gonna fail and de next year. sian na.

that's all. dont have the mood to type le.

omg!!!
i think the world is really going to come to an end soon. look at the weather and the amount of natural disaster that is taking place.
heard from researchers that Bangkok would be covered by seawater years down the road...

haix... even Singapore is having floods so frequently T.T



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today stayed at home and didnt do much things. spent my time doing some work and reading stories and helping one person and making me so irritated. i hate being middle person. hope that it would be the last time man. especially to someone i dont really wish to help and see....
haix.

第一次 = 天真
第二次 = 错误
第三次 = 白痴

为什么。。。
why?
why i keep making mistake in choices ????
haix.....

went to watch movie with s f y jf and ds...
we watch the 2012.


sad sia... nowadays keep watching sad show like this sia...
生离死别 T.T
haix. i really dono what to say sia. the kind of feeling is like... no word could describe la. i dont even know what i could say la. i really very scared what if one day it really happen. i think i couldnt take it to get separated with my love once and... ... ...
haix.

haix.
stay at home for the whole day just to watch show...
what kind of life is this
T.T

wake up so early to go to work!!!
hahahahaha...
[for those who know what it means]

this is what i m working as :





p and sa wanted us to meet them but hehe. sorry we sleeping so dont feel like going out.
during evening time meet chelle a while then went home...
sian.
home again.
dont think tmr would be going out. stay at home to rest. its so tiring to keep going out. then i m lack of sleep already. so must sleep more just like a pig~
i m turning into a pig soon.

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的

haix.
kanna kick out from bed by mama to go jogging at 7am !!! they siao siao de la. i m really really very tired sia. sian na. its the running again. its family running leh.
stupid la. i hate running sia. worst still, its so early in the morning la. i want to vomit blood le la. i dont even run late in the afternoon and now its a must to run so early in the morning la. its included at the family bonding.

after running went home to bath and we went out to have breakfast




hehehe... yum yum





hehehehe.
just came home from shopping. but i didnt buy much staff. just bought two shirts.
even though just bought two shirt , but went out the whole day cause need buy other staff for oversea use...
haha...
so irritated by jie cause she keep choosing and say this and that which took up alot of time making me so tired. but luckily i still make it to buy something. if not i would sure be angry at her. BUT i am planning to buy things oversea. i would sure buy lots of staff back man.

dont worry sisters. i would rmb you all and buy something back as what you all have told me ^^ that is jackets.




smile =)

haix. i am so so so tired. kept on dreaming when sleeping. so irritated la. i couldnt even have a proper night sleeping. when i woke up in the middle of the night i didnt know what have i dream about. just know that i have dream of something non-realistic...

just now went to have dinner at jumbo. and i m so full now!!!
but the food is nice. the crab is so nice. the chilli crab taste so good. i ate alot just now. and my cousin future husband can eat alot!!!
he is a angmo!!!
he is so so so handsome!!!
ang mo is so handsome la. but seeing the way he eats it's so cute and he is not like the normal angmo that would have attitude problem. he is so sociable. he dont care how much he eats but only care whether the food is nice or not.
i hate ppl who kept on saying the food contain lots of fats so cannot eat. and still say want slim down then dont eat....
haix.
要吃就吃，不要这样又那样。做人这样会很辛苦的。。。

kept on eating and eating when i m at home. when i go out, its also the same but slightly better. but the main idea is when i m at home i dont need to spent a single cent but when i go out i need to spent money.
i am bankrupt now!!!
dont have a single cent at all. so i dono what to do if i go out but to stay at home all day. but staying at home really suck. haix.

dear dear...
我到底要这么做？
我好想好想好想好想你。真的好像你。不可不想你。
T.T



过了这么久了，我还是放不下。。。

work up around 10 in the morning and found out that there's nothing i could do. so i sat in front of the computer watching my dramas again. the more i watch the more i dream. the more i dream i the more i cannot sleep well. the more i cannot sleep well the more i would think. the more i think the more frustrated i get. the more frustrated i get the more hot tempered i am... ... ... ...
AH! i think i m gonna go crazy! so better stop watching the dramas T.T it would be a better choice.
haix.
at night... ... ...
went to my grandma hse as long long time didnt go le then tmr cannot make it to go.
hehehe...
cousin was so funny as i help aunt pick up her phone and he actually ask who am i. he say he dono is me. i was like a small girl when i m on the phone. hmmmp....



this is how i feel all the time. so emo and down.cannot even get high!!!! it was so so so lifeless man. nothing to do is the worst thing in life. so whats the point of living and making myself being tortured by myself. it was so so so 辛苦. i dont think this kind of life worth me continue living on....
haix

must learn to cherish everybody in life,
dont wait till everything is gone then you regret it.

要珍惜眼前人，

不要失去了才后悔。。。

ah!!!
what am i doing????!!!
i have been so hot temple this few days that i kept on scolding ppl that i usually wont scold and wont get angry by what they say...

why why why??? am i too tired? am i having too much stress? am i having depression? or am i think too much this few days....

haix.
regretted going for band today. y didnt we feel like not going today and we have the feelings on other days???
today's practice is so tiring. we almost talk the bag and just leave.

i m so tired that my eyes is like panda already!!! i dont think i would be going out for the next few days and i would stay at home to gain back my activeness and energy and my mind...

went to pei chelle work at somewhere i nvr been before.
its so tiring. luckily its only for a day and thats it man or else i m going to die already. i m sitting down and dont even feel like walking anymore... the tiredness is what i have nvr experience for a long long long time le.

i didnt mean to scold.
but i m really very tired.
sorry T.T




ytd :
went out with them at night. by right shouldnt have go but by left i went.
walk a long long distance and finally settle down. we eat eat then play true or dare.
overall still quite fun....

...haix...
today didnt go for band again. because i m really tired....

i think i m going to die soon
T.T
my stomach have been aching for so many days but i dono the reason for aching. the pain is killing me already. the kind o pain is not what i have experience before.
not mens' cramp , not food poisoning , not muscle ach.....
dono what is it.

i think i m going to be finish sooner or later.....

ytd is the wedding.
dono at where de.
it's so high class and EXPENSIVE!!!


papa and mama... hehehe...



see! jie jie so pretty. not like me T.T

this how i wear. its quite blur...
its ugly....!!!!!!


lots of pictures taken but would be uploaded next time...

woooh...
tmr is the wedding dinner and i m quite excited.
but my stomach is ACHING LIKE HELL!!!
dono for what reason.
arrg... T.T
about to faint soon...

dont have the mood to type.....

by right we are suppose to meet at 1+ but in the end me and joey reach at 2+ . hehe. those who have been out with us would know that our timing is always like that de. so.... hehehehe....
i called joey around 1 and we meet at hougang around 1.30. then we headed to amk.
we went to play pool and DEV actually went with us. he treat the pool game leh. so generous... then after that we went to watch movie [ Poker]
i reach home quite late at around 10. i hate reaching home late as its scary walking in the path myself and also my mum would nag and nag.
but it still a good day for me.

went to pray pray in the early morning. then shop at bugis to buy wedding clothing but didnt buy anything...
T.T
was so irritated la. wedding is in a week time and i still cannot find anything.
then went to parkway and finally bought something for wedding dinner. the dress is nice but when its wear on me its like shit.
T.T
always like that. when can i afford to wear something that is nice.