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oh my god.
wat a 'GREAT' results i got.
i failed 3 subject n got most of the subjects just pass.
i was sad but i think my father was even more sad than me. he didn't expect this from me de. he thought that i could make it but i didn't.
he went for the teacher dialogue session as mrs ravi wanted to c him. but worst came in. my results was already like shit but my father have to speck to three teacher as all teacher wants to speak to him bcos of me. wat a shame i hae created for him.
i got the last in the class ranking n worst still dono is where compaired to the whole level.
sorry papa.
i have try my best already. sorry for letting u down.
all the three teachers are actually saying the right things ba. but mrs ravi told me father that i always use phone in class that my skirt very short la. but don care. who cares.
than the chinese teacher even more funny. say she cares alot bout me n don wish that i m like this. she also says that i was like a total different person from last year. she says that i was not like this last yr de. haix.
the last teacher more worst. even though all teachers says similar things, but could sense in her words that she wanted me to change class n not stay in e1. she even says that 'bu shi wo kan bu qi ni, dan shi dang wo zhi dao ni na pure cham de shi hou shi xia yi tiao.'
haix. nvm la.
this is fate. cannot b change.
i m stupid. i know.

eng - E8
chi -E8
amath -A2
emath -A1
chem -D7
sci -C5
hum -C6




y must it always like this. since u wan it to b like this than nothing i could do. unless u can tell me wat can i do to let u forgive me. i know that i'm really not goin to be forgiven but i just feel really really bad. i know that not even sorry could let u forget everything that i hurt u ba. but i oso feel vry regret after that. but if u insists than nothing else i could do but to only cry in the middle of the night T.T i'm really really sorry. very sorry.