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today woke up at 7 to prepare
got band practice after that....
wake up so early because of band
or else i could have sleep longer le
hate it...
don like band but got no choice...
no other cca for me to choose...
i not a sports type nor a clever type ,
so music should be the best choice ba...


haix...
i understand everything...
so u no need to put it in heart....
i also accept your apology ba...
just let the matter rest...








haiz....
today is the first day of holiday...
n i have found out that
actually time can change alot of things....
everything is changing everyday...
none is goin to remain the same...
even though that u hope that it will but
it WILL NOT...
its all different now...
no wonder some ppl says that time can heal alot of things......
now than i exactly know its...




just now u called me to make things more clear...
i know that u wan to settle things ,
for me i also don wan it to continue to next year....
i also hope to settle this by now...
but because of this call ,
it remind me bout wat have happen
that i have eventually forgot or trying to forget
or even try not to recall...
but i also nvr blame u ba...
just let the matter rest ba...
hope that i would not rmb it anymore...
hope that it would be forgotten asap....
cos i don wan it to remain in my mind....
we could still be fren if next year we r in the same class
cos in the same class
i would sure be fren wif the person de...
in the same class i would try not to have enemy...
so just let time pass this incident ba...
i don wish to recall it...
next year is a bran new year
unhappy things i would forget de...
put it behind n let it start a fresh....
for those ppl whom said n i know bout it ,
even though i dono
i would just let it go le
not going to think too much
as a human being ,
i know that every body have emotions n feeling
so i would just let it rest liao.....
so hope that next year is a bran new year.....
i also would make sure that
things that happen this year would not happen again next year liao
i would sure to keep a distance towards everyone
n not let things goes through again...
i know that things u guys said is to your own feeling n opinion
so i would just listen n try to change ba...
but maybe next year we would not be frens anymore
or maybe just hi-bye fren nia....
so don wan to let this bother me the whole holiday...






[hope to have a bran new year]





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