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going crazy le...
yesterday nvr study anything...
now leh ,
still got no mood to study ,
still can sit in front of the computer n blog....
dono where have all my determination gone to....
no hope left for my le....
secondary 2 year end exam is a major exam ....
but my mood is studying is like in primary...
ppl study till vry late at night ,
but for me ,
i watch tv till 2 than sleep....
watch tv lo....
how could i have done this....

haix...
tonight need to burn midnight oil again .....
if not tmr de two paper sure fail lik siao....
especially for the math....
for the pass 2 days nvr touch anything on math....
than jux now take something out to go through ,
found out that there's lot of things dono how to do....
than for d n t ,
more worst....
don even know a single thing......
read liao still can forget de...
nothing goes into the head....
all have flown out by now.....
haix.....
zhi bei ah , zhi bei.....


parents this few days kept on not at home la....
making me alone at home myself....
this make my don feel like being at home...
after school don feel like going home....
no one to tok to ,
no one to play wif ,
no one who can listen to me.....

today the same old scenario again.....
all of them went out except me....
9 in the morning ,
2nd jiejie went for tuition .
10 in the morning ,
parents went to the new hse to do some chores .
around 1 in the afternoon ,
big jiejie went back to her boyfren hse .
at the same time 2nd jiejie came home to take money ,
than went for her next tuition .
at around 1.30 in the afternoon ,
no one left at home except for me....
all alone at home....
lonely all the time....
sian.....not again.....
every time like this de.....
even though i like to be alone but
wait till my exam is over la...
no body at home make me have the temptation to use the comp....
than ending up nvr study anything again.....
the whole afternoon slacking n using comp nia....
haix......




[going to have depression soon....]
[nobody can help.....]






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