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haiz...
today stay home the whole day...
got no time to go out n mum don allow.when i tell her i goin out, she start to nag. she tell me that the hse got alot things haven pack la. than don allow me go out.sian....
than after breakfast , started to pack my things.
throw away the unnecessary things ,
than keep the things properly.
sian ...
than after that ,
at afternoon , mum went out to go to the new hse,
WTF...
leave me at home ,
than ask me do this do that la.
she say ' lijun ah go iron cloths, sweep floor... ... ...'
hMM...
always like that de...
always ask me do all this...
i hate doing the chores.
but after i finish all of them , sat down n use computer. watch the show that my sis de fren ask me go watch de. wah...
the person really dance vry well sia...
cannot believe my eyes.
the girl is the same age as me but ,
her dancing skill is like an professional dancer at the age of 25.
she really vry talented sia...
she's vry pretty cum cute n even dance so well....
she's really a perfect person sia....
vry jealous la.....
haiz....









just now when packing my things,
found alot of things...
haiz...
make me emo for a while....
haiz...
i thought i have already throw away everything that reminds me.
but i found one today.
the one is even a meaningful one.
but nvm....
luckily after thinking a while than okay liao.....

T.T
wah sad went saw this....




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here it goes....
emo again....
haix...

....
haiz....
really got alot things troubling me....
nobody can help man...
i also dono how to help myself...






yeah...
went to new hse wif mama....
go there to pack...
this time round took some pics...
quite nice ba the hse...
nowadays keep on going there,
in a few weeks time i will be moving liao...
sian...
even though there is quite nice ,
but i think i still like here better.....
maybe is because i hav stay here for some time,
so don bare to leave ba....
just not vry excited to move nia....
haiz....












today is like shit. nothing that i do is gd. all of them is like shit. things that i do doesn't go on smoothly at all... just cannot concentrate well.
haiz....
y izit like this...i also dono leh.
this few days was pass vry miserably. vry troubled n irritated by everything. i even have the fear to pick up phone. OMG! i really scared that i have depression lo. don dare to pick up phone , don feel like to pick up calls , do wan to pick the call , don wan to go out wif fren , fear towards certain things. haiz.........

now leh....
still can suddenly feel vry lonely n emo.
than mood swing vry fast....
haiz.
got alot things i also dono y its lik this lo...
haiz....
T.T





keep on cannot fall asleep this few day...
watch tv till 1 + 2+ than sleep.
sian...
than still wake up so early...
haiz...
serious si mian....
haiz......
not a single day can sleep early de...
all laying in bed cannot sleep....







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haix...
sian...
tmr got band again...
SOOoo , haiz ,
dono how to describe using words...
i don think that theres words to describe the feeling be.
just sian..
hate it so much .
but got no choice but to go,
if not later need write letter la ,
than will also kept calling my phone...
extra la....


just now went out wif mum....
wah...
first time sia...
i actually did went out wif her without complaining...
haha...
got dai jia de okay...
ask her buy cloths for me..
haha...but she only bought one...
hmm....
must buy more...
but dono whether got space went move hse....
wah...
many things happening at one go sia...
busy ,
vry busy....
even more busy than exam...
just now also went to new hse to pack some things...
wah...
really tired sia.
pack things la ,
vacuum floor ,
mop floor ,
clean the tables ,
n more...
do till i cannot stand...

haha...the hse i quite lik
but the only thing that i don lik is that its far..
really far from my sch...
i lik the overall n
especially the outside...



at home rotting liao...
if wan go out must chio me...
don wan oso nvm....
haiz...
sian staying at home all day can make me go crazy...
cos now already going crazy le
is siao liao....
haiz....(sigh)







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haiz....
got into e1...
maybe is a gd class ,
but i don really think that i can cop next yr.....
sure vry difficult de....
pure leh...
haiz.
i m getting stress liao lo
even though haven start sec 3.
the funny thing is that
i n jon already same class from pri till now liao,
but next year ,
sec3 streaming
we got into the same class again ...
really fated liao....
but is
you yuan we fen ah...
haha....
lol....
but in e1 leh....
stress ah....
cannot slack liao....
n sec three is a crucial year ,
if nvr have a gd base ,
sec 4 sure will die de....
haiz....
sian....
stressful man....
but still okay lo....
at lease better than going to a class that is...........
yeah...
haix......



today went to meet joey at the Monfort there de mac.than sit down eat n chat for a while than went to school. was out is to go see the results in sch , but before we go there we both already know the results liao... haha...than went to school after eating. joey meet wc there. so i became lightbulb again sio. than sit at the bus stop a while.
chat n chat. than joey says that ask jon out oso, than called jon down.
i ask him to reach in 5 mins. than he say i siao , he just wake up how reach in 5mins...
haha...
than after waiting, he reached....
continue chatting n chatting , than took some pictures.....
than after that went home.....
sian, reach home liao got nothing to do...






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sian...
no much things to do at home....
all sian sian sian....
tmr getting the results liao...
dono wat class i going....
haiz.....
hope to b happy ba....
don have much sad things happen nowadays...
all okay...
all the sad things that happen on me
already make me vry troubled n sad liao......
so hope that no more sad n bad things happen liao...
all the best n gd things would happen.....


[all the best]



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haha...
so cute...
who is this....
its me!!!!
don look like me...
last time so cute n pretty ,
but now leh.....
haiz.....





sian...
today got no much interesting things happen.....
only that in the morning to afternoon ,
i m packing my hse de storeroom....
wah!
theres so many things...
than after i took all the albums of photo out ,
i stop helping my mum but start to look at all the pictures....
i was so pretty n cute last time ,
but now leh ,
like shit.....
haha....
saw a lot of funny funny things.....
wahahahaha....
actually i found out that when young pretty ,
than when u grow up u will become ugly...
cos my jiejie is vry funny when she's young ,
than now ,
she's vry pretty.....
haiz.....





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-do u know what is this....???
its a 10cm long grasshopper...
wah really big hoh....
i scream at the top of my voice when i saw it.
its flying toward me when i walk into my room...
i almost fainted...
siao...
such big insect....








every second , minute , hour , year that passes ,
things would change....

as for me ,
when i first heard that ,
i was confuse n also troubled .
i don noe y its like this.
but after double conforming ,
i noe that it was true ,
than after that this for me start to change ba.

i became close to her n further from u.
maybe that is a wrong choice ba.
i felt that being close to her is a wrong choice .
dono whether it will end up that i m correct ,
it was wrong.

different story was said by different people.
all of the ppl saying different things .
who should i listen to.
i m really confuse.
vry confuse >.<>
T.T
hope that i m wrong....






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today woke up at 7 to prepare
got band practice after that....
wake up so early because of band
or else i could have sleep longer le
hate it...
don like band but got no choice...
no other cca for me to choose...
i not a sports type nor a clever type ,
so music should be the best choice ba...


haix...
i understand everything...
so u no need to put it in heart....
i also accept your apology ba...
just let the matter rest...








haiz....
today is the first day of holiday...
n i have found out that
actually time can change alot of things....
everything is changing everyday...
none is goin to remain the same...
even though that u hope that it will but
it WILL NOT...
its all different now...
no wonder some ppl says that time can heal alot of things......
now than i exactly know its...




just now u called me to make things more clear...
i know that u wan to settle things ,
for me i also don wan it to continue to next year....
i also hope to settle this by now...
but because of this call ,
it remind me bout wat have happen
that i have eventually forgot or trying to forget
or even try not to recall...
but i also nvr blame u ba...
just let the matter rest ba...
hope that i would not rmb it anymore...
hope that it would be forgotten asap....
cos i don wan it to remain in my mind....
we could still be fren if next year we r in the same class
cos in the same class
i would sure be fren wif the person de...
in the same class i would try not to have enemy...
so just let time pass this incident ba...
i don wish to recall it...
next year is a bran new year
unhappy things i would forget de...
put it behind n let it start a fresh....
for those ppl whom said n i know bout it ,
even though i dono
i would just let it go le
not going to think too much
as a human being ,
i know that every body have emotions n feeling
so i would just let it rest liao.....
so hope that next year is a bran new year.....
i also would make sure that
things that happen this year would not happen again next year liao
i would sure to keep a distance towards everyone
n not let things goes through again...
i know that things u guys said is to your own feeling n opinion
so i would just listen n try to change ba...
but maybe next year we would not be frens anymore
or maybe just hi-bye fren nia....
so don wan to let this bother me the whole holiday...






[hope to have a bran new year]





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our class today : ........

how m i going to accept the fact that today is the last day of sec 2 liao.....
tmr onwards i m not going to be staying in the same class wif the same ppl again liao...
all the things have change....
next year i would be studying with different ppl ,
in different class.....
the same ppl in the same classroom ,
sitting in the same sits is not going to happen again ,
unless the time is turn back.....
its really so sad....
if i go a chance to re-choose the school ,
i would still choose this school ba.....
i couldn't bare to leave the class...
for the next two years ,
things would be different
n i would need to mixed around wif different ppl liao....



the worst thing of the day ....
tmr i still need to go back to school for band practice....
i got alot of practice in the holidays....
i hate it sia....
i need to move hse liao ,
than got alot of things need to do le ,
but that stupid band practice la!!!!
make me even more busy....
than after a move hse ,
wat la ! expect me to wake up 5 in the morning ,
than to go to school for band izit....
knn!!!!
that stupid band practice ,
-24/10,
25/10,
28/10,
30/10,
03/11,
06/11,
07/11,
10/11,
12/11,
17/11,
18/11,
24/11,
25/11,
26/11,
28/11,
01/12,
02/12,
03/12,
04/12,
11/12,
12/12,
16/12,
18/12 ,
22/12 .......
kpkb la...
so many practice lo...
i would sure not goin for alot of them de....
the practice occupies the whole of my holiday la...
u teachers suck forever la...
holiday is for us to rest have fun or
by doing our own things de...
not for this stupid practice de la....
u got brain anot...
idiot teacher.....


dono whether i would get into pure....
haix...
sometimes things i couldn't control myself...
its uncontrollable.....
haiz......




[sad T.T ]




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me n ginna...

wah....yl leh....chio bu...

haix...
went swimming wif ginna they all...
at first said to come my house ,
but after that theres last minutes changes.....
we went to the hougang swimming complex ....
we played n time past fast...
we say alot of things n do lots of things....
haiz....
many things r not within our control ba...
things couldn't always happen according to wat u wanted....
so ,
don go n think too much ba..
this is wat i advise....





haha...
today in class played cards again....
i lose bout 5 dollar ba...
lucky nvr lose too much...
heng ah....
if not i sure going to bankrupt liao....
i going to bankrupt liao....
play ah play...








haiz....
tmr is the last day we ppl would be together liao....
haix....
siao liao...
got a bit sad actually....
n tmr oso taking our report bk back liao....
scared....
dono how i have scored....
next Tuesday getting the final results of wat class u going to....
haix....
hope that its a gd ending ba.....


[lots of hopes]


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today is the second paper of O levels liao....
haix...
hope things goes on smoothly for my sis...
nothing that is bad happen on her....


now in school only go through papers
or do our own things nia...
today during the free time ,
played daidi n banlak ....
wah overall lost 10 dollar,
at first is 20 dollar de ,
but after that got it back...
spent the day money.....
siao....
first time spent money so fast....
that y ppl says that gamble is not a good thing...
10 bets 9 lose..
i think that is correct ba....



haix...
today teacher says that the class results would only be out by next week...
wah!!!
scared sia.....
if this time i got into a shit class de hua i would sure going to suffer le...
but most importantly ,
is to get into a class that theres no her....
thats vry important....
if not i would suffer even more....
this year de jiao shin is already enough liao....
haiz....
if next year got into a class that theres her ,
mayb is still okay ba...
but is the behavior i don like...
so still better not....


today ,
joey remind me that theres only 2 more days left liao...
really ,
at the moment ,
i than realize that theres really vry little time left....
counted ,
theres only 12 more hours together ba....
really need to treasure liao...
cos next year ,
the same ppl would not be in the same class anymore...
the ppl in the class would change le....
hope that everyone would be happy wif their results
n also happy wif the next few years in the class of different ppl.....


[happy happy]






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haix....
sain....
everyday doing the same old things....
without changes....

today morning wake up....
wash face , brush teeth , tie hair....
than after that have breakfast....
haix....
today jiejie got science paper....
she's vry stress,
so don wan to go irritate her....
she is working so hard for her O level ,
so i shouldn't be a extra person...

just now afternoon ,
planned to go to library...
but i m a gd sister ,
i accompany my jiejie to her school,
ACCOMPANY ER sia...
so shocking....
i actually accompany her the whole bus journey to her destiny...
initially only need 15 mins to reach my destiny ,
but because i accompany her ,
i took 1.30hr to reach my destiny....
wat a gd sis i m....
i treated her so well la...
whenever she called upon me for help ,
never fail i would help
n when she needs me ,
i would sure rush down to her.....
i would try me best to help her all the time.
this is called sister
n also call
i really hope that this time round ,
she would score well n got into her wished JC....
even though i know that if she got into a JC ,
i would face a greater stress ,
but i hope that her dreams would come true ba....
haix....

school is going to end le...
nothing much to do
n so start to think all the things that i have gone through this year....
all the happy things n sad things...
actually this year is the year that i have been through the fastest year.....
this year pass so fast...
maybe because
this year the relationship between everyone got better
n so days pass one by one without noticing
n also
maybe everyday that have pass is meaningful ba....
all the things that happen in the day is happy
n happy moments always pass fast....
or
maybe is because
this year time is cut short ....
the O level is brought forward
n so the school is closing earlier ,
or
maybe because the days in school is lesser
n thats y feels like days pass fast....

but this year really pass fast....
vry fast....
hope that things would be going on smoothly in the next year be....
next year is the year that i needed to chiong liao....

aiming to go JC if can.....
JC is still a better choice....
must have aim from now on .
work towards the aim...
forward forward forward........
keep on moving forward ,
don turn back....



[wu lun ru he , bu yao fang qi]


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sian...
going to rot liao....
today whole day stayed at home....
got no where to go....
everyone in the family were busy with their stuff ,
all of them have lots of things to do ,
except for me...
i got nothing to do at all...
nothing meaningful to do....
jus stare into the blank he whole day...
morning wake up at 10 o'clock ,
than eat breakfast till 11 o'clock....
after that sat in front of television to watch cartoon...
no other nice show to watch liao....
than parents went out ,
they went to new hse to tidy....
than sis leh,
both studying like hell....
like chasing after the time like that...
study n study non stop....
2nd sis - O level
1st sis - got year end exam in U....
left me alone.....
nothing to do....
so eat , sleep , watch show is my daily routine .....
nothing else.....
no more other things to do....


haix....
i myself using the comp n doing my staff....
tmr wan to go out n play liao...
stay at home will think too much...
think too much of nonsense...
no realistic things....
this may cause more problems n more worries only....

hope that this time can got into a better class,
than have a gd results....
than still can continues the friendships wif all my fren...
hope that friendship won change....



wat the hell...
stay at home see her face wan slap her....
like shit la...
everyday like crazy dog...
like a siao person...
cannot stand her liao...
bo tai bo ji scold scold scold...
hate her la...
old ppl all lik that...
don know me still wan act till lik vry know me lik that....

tmr sure will go out....
don wan to stay at home...
see her bue song liao...
got no where to go will oso go out,
for sure....


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hiax....
sian....
got no mood to post too much things....
just to update nia....

today went out in the afternoon,
at first don even feel like going out de...
no mood at all....
if not because of theres things i wan to take,
i wouldn't have went out....
haix....
sad la...
sure cannot get into the amath class de la...
the others of my results r like shit....

haix....
sad till got back to my old habit again....
i shouldn't have like this...
but got no choice,
vry sad n frustrated....
my mood is bad till even singing can't help liao....
thats y i need to do that....
haix.....
must stop asap le...
its bad....
haix....



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haix....
all my results r... ... ...

today got back the rest of the papers le...
all papers r got back le...
this result is not what i wanted....
i didn't aim for this results de...
y it come out to be like this...
i couldn't believe that i have scored lik this...

• English - 55%
• Math - 91%
  
• Chinese - 60%
  
• Science - 53%
  
• Geography - 78%
  
• History - 50%
  
• Literature - 57%
  
• Art - 68%
  
• D & T - 78%
  

sian....
stomach vry pain ,
pain the whole day liao...
dono wat can i do....
jux now at the bus stop almost fainted....
my stomach suddenly cramp till vry serious....
wah...
cannot even stand still ,
need to lean on the pillar...
should be because ,
gastric flu is back ba....
haiz...
its the worst that i ever wan....
i hate gastric flu....
1 year back when i got it ,
i have suffered alot....
i could eat spicy food or sour food....
than i need to eat every meal ,
at the correct timing eventhough i not hungry......



[thinking too much cause problem]


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T.T
today got back some of my results le....
like shit la...
cried....



haix...
the day starts with PE lesson....
sian..PE again....
i hate it...
but nvm la....
play football...

but the lesson after that ,
was the first 'present' that i got ...
i got back my literature results....
i only got 57%...
i couldn't believe it...
i put in so much effort ,
but i only got a c6.....

than my Chinese leh....
nothing better....
overall i only got 60%....

luckily my geo got 78%...
or else i m going to b on news le...
a girl intent to jump down the building...
haix....

than lastly mi history only go,
50%...
wahH!!!...
wan my life sia....
i couldn't understand y...
when i took back the paper ,
i almost fainted....
i tried vry hard to hold on to my emotion....
i almost cried out la...
i put in alot of effort on history...
but dono y it came out to b lik this....
i couldn't understand.....
sad.....><>

hope that tmr would be better.....
hope that tmr the remaining results wouldn't be like this ....
haix.....
hope that everything would be better n
all the things would go on smoothly....
i really really hope that i could pass my english ,
n get at least 60 %....
n i would be vry happy le if my overall would get 75%....
but i think that would be impossible le...



[things would be good n smooth]



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haix...
sian...
even though today is holiday ,
but today stayed at home ,
to accompany my jie jie to study....
i now than realize that i m so gd to her....
i actually accompany her to study!!!!...
siao de me....
but nvm la....
she '0' level ma,
i m her gd sister so must sacrifices a bit ba....
she tmr having practical liao...
time pass fast....
wishing her gd luck n could get gd grades....
she wanted to go to JC ,
so i must work double hard to also go JC....
haix....
just now when toking to yl,
found out that time is passing without u noticing....
all the days i have wif u guys i would always rmb de..
but next year ,
it would sure going to be a brand new year...
the class that we r in now,
doesn't mean that ,
next yr we would still be in the same class...
i hope that all our friendship wouldn't just stop lik this be....
hope that we could continue to be frens ,
n . . . .
also close as before even though we didn't got into the same class....


[
[friends forever]





tmr need to go to sch le....
scared...><



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its our masterpieces....all oue name.....

haha!!! its us.....taking group photo^^

gina building the sent castle....

wah! c yanlin super women....

hah.....parking the bicycle n goin to the seaside to play...

yeah is resting time after long way of riding the bicycle....

walk ah walk......

we on the journey.... on the bus...

yeah.....
today so fun....
play the whole day....
from morning 8+ go out,
than night 6+ than came home...

first time went out with them...
its the first time,
but is not going to be the last time^^
haha....
so fun sia ....
morning meet n mac than eat breakfast...
went to watch the 10.25 painted skin movie...
than after watching ,
went to have lunch....
haha....
after finish eating lunch ,
went pasir ris park to cycle....
wah....
have a vry meaningful day sia....
quite happy to hang out with them ba....
than at around 4+ ,
we were on the way home.
the all took 88 bus back only for me,
i took 89 home...
cos is nearer....
cos 88 bus de way is going back to amk there...
but im going back to hougang.
so i took 89 bus,
straight to hougang interchange....
should be a better choice even though i took the bus myself....
but!!!!!
a vry you yuan thing happen....
oso quite funny ba...
bus 88 n 89 is going in different way than get together than split again....
than go to different places ,
one to hougang n one to amk....
but on the way ,
went the two bus came together,
we saw each other on different buses...
haha so funny la....
so you yuan...
i won forget today de....
a word to describe - fun!!!!!








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yeah! ! ! ! ! !
i have waited n been through so long....
just because of the year end de thingy....
wah!!!
been through many days of hard work finally ,
it have finally come to an end le.....

for this year it can consider as ended liao....
if we ppl could get the chance to go to the same class,
this means that u r fated to be fren....
in the same class,
everyone is suposingly to be frens.....
but this year ,
the class is not in a vry gd condition....
alot of incident have happen liao....
hope that for next year ,
everything would be going on smoothly.
n also have everlasting friendship n loveship.....
everything is perfect for the whole journey in secondary life....



wah....
jus now came home first thing to do is
to use the comp n update my things....
than second thing is to go to sleep....
from 1 o'clock sleep till 6 o'clock than wake up....
at0 the time i wake up ,
no body is left at home except me...
haix.....
its the same again.....
now i m finally not that stress anymore....
my heart is more relax liao....
but not totally relive cos haven got back my result.....
er....
dono how i score for the papers....
hope don make me get depression ba....
haix.....

[frustrated wif everything that is happening nowadays]




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going crazy le...
yesterday nvr study anything...
now leh ,
still got no mood to study ,
still can sit in front of the computer n blog....
dono where have all my determination gone to....
no hope left for my le....
secondary 2 year end exam is a major exam ....
but my mood is studying is like in primary...
ppl study till vry late at night ,
but for me ,
i watch tv till 2 than sleep....
watch tv lo....
how could i have done this....

haix...
tonight need to burn midnight oil again .....
if not tmr de two paper sure fail lik siao....
especially for the math....
for the pass 2 days nvr touch anything on math....
than jux now take something out to go through ,
found out that there's lot of things dono how to do....
than for d n t ,
more worst....
don even know a single thing......
read liao still can forget de...
nothing goes into the head....
all have flown out by now.....
haix.....
zhi bei ah , zhi bei.....


parents this few days kept on not at home la....
making me alone at home myself....
this make my don feel like being at home...
after school don feel like going home....
no one to tok to ,
no one to play wif ,
no one who can listen to me.....

today the same old scenario again.....
all of them went out except me....
9 in the morning ,
2nd jiejie went for tuition .
10 in the morning ,
parents went to the new hse to do some chores .
around 1 in the afternoon ,
big jiejie went back to her boyfren hse .
at the same time 2nd jiejie came home to take money ,
than went for her next tuition .
at around 1.30 in the afternoon ,
no one left at home except for me....
all alone at home....
lonely all the time....
sian.....not again.....
every time like this de.....
even though i like to be alone but
wait till my exam is over la...
no body at home make me have the temptation to use the comp....
than ending up nvr study anything again.....
the whole afternoon slacking n using comp nia....
haix......




[going to have depression soon....]
[nobody can help.....]






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omg....
haix....
exam haven over already starting to slack...
still got one more day to go...
chiong ah...!!!!....
cannot give up like that....
mux continue to jian chi ,
or else the last day de two paper sure cannot get trough le....
today whole day watching tv n playing...
siao liao la...
still got two more paper but i like don care le...
nvr even study anything la...
only play n play n play whole day...




the math de paper 1 ,
sure nvr do well liao....
must work hard in the paper 2 le....
if my math nvr got a1 de hua ,
i sure would have depression de...
than would draw circle...
everyday stay at home n than ,
ending up went to the IMH to stay....
haiz........
than the other paper leh....
sure even score worst de....
now the only thing to do is to pray hard that ,
my overall could at least got 70% ba....
70% is what i wan la...
but sure cannot get de...
haiz.....
sad....
i would sure miss the life of sec 2 ,
after this year....
both my tuition teacher n sisters says that ,
secondary 3 is the most tough year de....
if u don back up ,
u would sure fail all the test n exams de....
than when u fail the exam ,
u would sure got disappointed n
when u got disappointed ,
would not have the mood the study if u don have the motivation ,
or even if u mix wif the wrong group of frenzs ,
u would sure be influence n things would get worst....


changing hse would oso lead to a change of many things....
i need to change my tuition centre ,
change my address ,
change my pathway home ,
n more n more...
think already i sad...
i would sure miss alot of things....







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yeahhh.....
its finally coming to an end le....
haix....
this few days almost died.....
everyday sleep not more than 4hrs....
really want mi life...
first time i lik that lah.
because of this exam ,
i sacrifices alot of my sleeping time...
last time i don even care de lo....
now leh....
i even put in so much effort lo...
if cannot score well de hua...
i going to kill ppl liao...




finally can slack liao....
next monday de exam sunday than study....
haix....
hopefully can finish ba....
haix....
tonight have a gd rest than tmr would be better....
yeah!!!^^
the most importantly is to,
sleep ,
sleep ,
sleep...








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yah hooo....
left 3more paper to go.......
mux chiong liao.....
don have the mood to study so went to use comp....
later night no need to sleep liao....
cos science got a lot of things to study....
than now leh....
Err.....
tmr after science sure come home to sleep liao....
this few days the sleeping time not more than 4hrs a day...
vry sleepy everyday at night....
every night 12+ or 1+ than sleep,
morning 4+ wake up liao....
crazy siao za bo.....
first time i would chiong till like that....
but what i deserve.
cos every afternoon don wan study ,
than wan wait till night than study....
of cos cannot study finish la...
haiz....


ah......
chiong ah......
faster faster.....
later night no time to study again.....
than no need sleep tonight liao,
tmr on the table sleep....
jia you SGSSrean .
a few more paper to go n its over for year end....


JIAYOU!!!
JIAYOU!!!
JIAYOU!!!
JIAYOU!!!




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haha....
one more paper down......
left only 3 more days of exam to go...
yeah.....
happy.....
finally the days of bookworm is gone....
but after exam is getting papers back time...
scared....
if didn't score well de hua....
i sure go jump the building....
this few days i nvr even study much la....
haix....


today the literature test still quite okie ba...
cos i know how to do the questions except for the dead bird de....
hope that all mi papers could get gd grades ba...
tmr history...
siao laio...
everything that i have study in the afternoon,
almost forgotten liao....
later night mux chiong liao....
history got alot of thing to rmb....
so must burn midnight oil liao for today....
if not if tmr de paper i dono how to do ,
than thats it to mi....
history is the subject that is need to rmb compare to the rest...
this subject is that u know means u know,
dono means dono liao...
cannot anyhow right or crap...
cos if u nvr know anything bout it,
than how r u suppose to write on the question.....
that y....
haix....
how fan ah........
my brain is bursting liao.......





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yeah....
one more paper down....
but....
one more day gone.....
gone as in one more day is over,
one less day in mi life...







haix...
now don have the mood to go n bother other things liao....
all mi mind should be now fix on EOY.....
today do the math paper 1...
is quite simple BUT i already noe got mistake liao......
by comparing the answer to the others,
i noe that i have lots of careless n wrong....
this time round sure cannot get gd grade liao...
the only hope that i have , is now gone...
the rest of the paper is like shit to mi....
all the subjects is a great problem to mi....




haix.....
after this exam ,
it would be starting of another busy moment.....
i m going to move hse vry fast ...
the time is already fix....
already know which date i moving liao....
sad.....
left only 1 - 2 months in this hse le....
after that moving to ......... ............

here :


a place that is vry far.....
move there onwards ,
i need to have a minimum of 1 hr on the journey home......
to go home i need to change
+bus to bus to walk
+bus to mrt to bus
+bus to mrt to walk
haiz.......
all oso need to change.....

i have check already ba ,
the fastest journey is the 2nd choice...
it could let mi reach home at a faster speed.....
sian....
than when sch end at 2.10 pm ,
the fastest time i could reach home still need to be 4....
is sch end at 6.30 when got CCA ,
than i would reach home at only 8+......
sad,.. T.T ...sob sob....






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haix.......
don wan to care all this kind of things liao......
getting more n more complicated...
vry vry complicated.....
i dono how to solve it....
so now the only solution is to don care ,
n let time solve it liao.....
not going to care ,
n none of my buiss.....
if u guys wan to continue ,
i won give a dame.......







today went to school to take chi paper 1 & 2....
fuck sia.....
vry difficult.....
wan mi life.......
i cannot tahan liao.....
the the papers that i have taken ,
none of it is i think is easy de.....
all vry difficult....
siao teacher......
especially the geo de....
i got alot of question anyhow do de......

haix....
tmr is math.....
omg.....
i got alot of things dono how to do.....
now looking through all the papers,
wah....lots n lots of things dono........
the day after tmr more worst literature.....
i don even know a single thing bout it....
in mine mind,
nothing being contain inside is is bout literature de....







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morning :
haix....
this morning when i use the comp....
one vry shocking think happen....
wah!!!!!!!
i cant belive mi own eyes sia....
you guys actually use mi tag to comment till lik this.....
n give so much of ur oppinient ,
haix....
haix....


night :
wah.....
today is so 'special' ....
many different things happen....
got happy, got sad, got siao , got frustration .....

happy :
today went to celebrate mi sis birthday,
even though haven reach yet,
cos next week exam ,
no time to go celebrate....
hehe...
is so fun...
my neighbor also 1 year old birthday...
haha,
eat alot today...
the food is so nice...
eat until vry fulll....

sad :
haix...
tomoro cannot eat liao...
gain 2 kg this few days....
siao liao....
want to lose weight but indirectly gain weight...
sob sob >.<

frustration :
cos tomoro got exam...
no mood to study....
this whole weekend keep on playing...
nvr study much....
crazy liao, tmr need to study lots lots thingy liao....
than this time de exam sure got vry lan grades liao....
all subjects got nothing i noe well, all dono anything....
mi mind nvr store anything in exam.....
haix.....

siao :
that tag thingy la....
i really going to jump down the building liao.....
one side one sentence....
who u think i should listen to..!!!!..
i don wan to be lik this la....
be hi-bye fren oso can ma...
no need to make things till lik this....
i only got two ear n one mouth lo.....
haix..... 很烦 ah.... 超烦的......
no choice ba ....ont>
this kind of scenarios i already noe liao....
but i nvr think n guess that its so fast....
i thought that it should be after exam de 时候 .....
time really fast...
it flies......
飞啊飞啊, 飞走了.......