Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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OMG!!!
this kind of things actually happen...
i didn't realize that i have change so much...
if not because of the my sis's friend,
i still didn't know it...

from my primary to secondary,
i have change totally....
from the nerd nerd study girl,
i change to a siao zha bo liao...
all my attitude also change le....
from primary 4 onwards,
i started to change...
until primary 6,
i m already at a horrible state....
but luckily,
when i reach secondary 1, a new environment,
i have a bit of positive changes....
until now i m in secondary 2,
everyting was worst than before...
i m so aggressive n rebellious...
at home i quarrel with mi sis n go against my parents,
n today,
when m sis friend toking to my,
i actually say out some bad language to her...
n when she says that mi skirt have eventually became shorter,
i said that ' aiya..nvm de la, no one care , u no need to care'
wah....
i actually said that ....
i also can't believe it....
than she even say that i have change alot....
really alot....
i have change to a total different person...
a vry like pai kia person le....
haix.....



day by day,
many days have gone...
the next paper is getting nearer liao...
geography...wooo...so scared....
i till now still haven start revising it la....
mux faster buck up le...
if cannot finish geo than lit n his sure got problem liao.....
hiax....
jiayou , jiayou , jiayou.....
i cannot just give up like this...
all my mates,
mux work hard ah....
make sure u stay in the same stream,
don drop hoh......





^^

Monday, September 29, 2008

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alone at home.....
sian....
vry lonely sia....
no one to tok to n to one to listen to mi....
the only thing is to use the comp,
n post blog...
nothing much to write today....


yeah....
my overall mood still quite good la...
cos today jux finish the English paper....
y happy leh? cos one paper down....
left 7 more days of papers....
haha......
today de paper quite difficult ba....
cos in the passage of paper 2 ,
got alot of bombastic words that i dono....



than for paper1,
oso quite difficult lo...
got no idea what to write...
no 'ling gan'...
siao liao lo....
the compo i anyhow write de....
sure fail de....
if fail i sure die de.....
the holiday sure goin to be spent at home.....



haix....
for the next coming paper is geography.....
this subject is my weakest subject......
i sure goin to die liao....
cos i don even know a thing about this subject....
mux chiong liao.....
later going to study that liao....
mux start earlier cos i still need to study for literature,
that subject go no hope.
cos in class nvr pay attention...
than the teacher teaching really VRY GOOD.....
that y.....this subject no hope left....
sure going to fail liao.....




anyway....
jia you sgs guys for the next paper...^^
JIA YOU!!!





i would sure,
still rmb u in mi heart.






^^

Saturday, September 27, 2008

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sian...
morning wake up at 11 than bath eat....
than after that go tuition....
haix...study again...
mi daily study routine start again liao....
after my tuition, than go home.
after reach home,
yeah...mama not home..
finally once not home throughout the week...
finally have the time to slack liao....

after bout 2hr of comp,
went to sleep....
for that day...nvr study much...
cos at night still play wif comp n watch show...
haix.....
siao liao...
this exam dono how to go through....
vry irritated sia....


sian.....
the day for the first paper is coming nearer liao....
2 more day....
scared...
if cannot score well,
i think that mi holiday would need to be spent at home liao...
so work hard....
even though i noe that i cannot put in mi whole concentration,
but i mux still try...
cos only for 2 weeks n its over....
'kampate' = jia you = add oil[work hard]





^^

Friday, September 26, 2008

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haix....

exam is really round the corner liao....
English paper is on coming monday liao,
than the continuous 2weeks i would have the rest of the paper... T.T
i have to chiong vry hard le,
after exam than play...play till song....

time really fly fast,
i cannot really believe it....
the happy moment that i have been through is over le....
all the things i have been through is past tense liao....
now is present tense n later is future tense......
so i would keep looking forward de ^^


haix....
thinking bout the things that teacher says...
i oso think that mi results drop alot...
cannot get back mi starting year results....
vry stress nowadays...
stress bout the coming exam....
n oso the relationship between frenzs....
n most importantly is mi figure....
i want to be slimmer.....
but its vry difficult....




today in school have drama performance,
so scary sia....
went onto the stage mi hand shacking liao....
haha....
but after the performance still feeling quite archived....
our class really perform quite well sia....
we nvr really reverse the whole show lo.
but we still can put up such a good job....
2e3 u rox man....^^

in today de performance,
i realize something,
a group of people working together really need alot of teamwork....
but a group of frens could come together n spent half of the days together really means alot.....
but in order to come together n have things to say,
n do things together,
this really need alot of destiny n fate n trust....
this three is really quite important...
without it, a group of fren would quarrel vry easily,
n oso if time past, it would cause damage between the relationship,
n oso worst still , become enemy....
this kind of scenario i have gone through before...
so i noe vry wellll......
haix....













this few days keep on being light bulb...
feeling vry extra....
i myself oso feel that i m vry extra..
so don says that its okay...cos i myself oso can feel the 'extraness'...







^^

Thursday, September 25, 2008

3more daes

hiax.....
left 3more daes to exam liao......



today that stupid CLB, so irritating....
she actually indirectly shooting joey la....
she says that alot of teachers asking y mi results dropping....
she even says that don mix wif ppl who would cause mi results to drop....
she even says that especially mi sitting neighbor la....
she's sure perpersly shooting joey de la....






hiax.....
i really dono wat u doing lo....
whatever u do don think that i like la....
always complaining that others action irritate u....
but do u think bout yourself first anot....
nowadays u also keep on doing things that a few month ago u complaining bout mi la.....
u yourself also vry wat la....
whatever things that u do,
i cant stand it....
u complain that u don lik mi attitude n more,
than u yourself de behavior is lik shit....
i think is even worst than mine...


rmb that before giving comment bout someone else,
look at yourself first la...
要说别人时,先看看你自己吧。





^^

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

cant get over it



i hope that everything could be over this time.....



hiax....
today went to do D n T....
nothing special happen today...
sian....


days r changing.....
everything is really different now......
vry vry different....
different until i cannot believe.....
but hope that things could still b happening good....






life without u is lik shit....

i try to overcome trying for more than 2weeks liao...
but still trying....
haix.....
hope that
someone could pop out n help mi....
[is to find someone that could replace him]
haix....
but its vry difficult....this i oso noe....
haix......
but i hope that i could get over it soon...
i oso noe that finding someone to replace is really bad....
haix....
vry confused....

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

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todae is lik shit.....
nothing is going smooth this few days....
everything is going on vry badly....
i cant stand this kind of days...its not going on smooth at all...
this kind of life is lik shit...
haix....



my life suck....
i don even know how to get over it myself.....
lots of things happening all the time is not gd.....
nothing much to post.....
just to update nia....

hopes^^




Sunday, September 21, 2008

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haix....
todae i got no much time to post so i m going to give a vry short post...

haix....
todae the basterd sms mi again...
that siao guy...
crazy de.....
he ask mi stupid question again.....
regrated noeing that stupid guy.....




haix....
todae whole dae staying at home.....
doing the same thing studying studying......
keep on studying....
siao....
going to fong diao le....
studying the whole day i really cannot stand.....
all things that i study is not store in mi brain....
'go in from left, come out from right'

siao liao......

Saturday, September 20, 2008

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haix...
got no much to comment...
but jux to understand n do
thats all i could to till now on
nothing further i could do...

sian....
mi parents keep on using their soft way of toking to mi
i cannot stand it liao
especially mi mother
jux now she even tell mi
don keep being irritated n thinking bout relationship,
i ask her how she noe...
wah !!!!
i scolded her lo.
she actually read mi things ...
wtf!!!!
she actually read mi things,
vry angry wif her....
she vry wat la
how could she read mi things without telling mi..
but nvm la its already over liao...

luckily i still have mi sisters
they r still always mi best listener...
frens r not that easy to b trasted for mi
sorry joey....not that i don trust u
but is that many things have happen
that have cause mi not to trust that much on frens..
but u still noe more than the others....
cos u still the most trustable among all mi frens...
so i did tell u alot of thingsss
if u think that u actually don noe much bout mi,
u can actually ask mi...
i would mind telling u more but not really all bah....
sorri....but i think that time could change alot of things...
jux need more time for mi to fully fully totally trust u....
but this wouldn't takt too long ba...
cos we were now vry close liao....

haix...
got no much things for mi to do but to study ba...
but the more i study,
the more i would sit there n stare into blank,
than i would start thinking bout things that i should't have been thinking at this moment...
i should have concentrated on studying....
only 7 more daes left liao.....
work hard.....

Friday, September 19, 2008

luckily^^

wah....
luckily la....
yesterdae study de thing still can rmb abit ....
than todae sit for exam still can write things onto the paper.....
if not sure goin to die liao....


few more daes to chiong for exam liao....
must sure work hard.....


this week should be quite okie ba.....
very stress...really stresss...
stress until all white hair coming out liao.....
dono what to do......


haix....
give some advise leh....
should i curl mi hair or straight mi hair again ah....
so stress for this oso....


this few dae combine all the things n story together ....
haha....
i don belive this...
its so funny.....whahahahahaha....
but one day i would sure get the truth out de...
after exam i would sure find out the truth.....
ask the things that i wanted to noe n get all the information...
i would sure wan to noe the truth n noe who is the one who is saying the truth n who is he one blufing.....

Thursday, September 18, 2008

another dae....

sian....
now very tired n mi head going to burst le......
keep on studying n studying.....
no time to waste.
so must continuously study.....
going
cazy liao....



siao liao.....
mi brain can store vry little things onli n the things i rmb always can onli last for 2daes nia.....
wat can i do.....
haix.....
tmr got geo test.....
now studying lik siao.....
wan vomit blood liao...
all the things cannot go into mi head.....
cannot rmb anything....
i think i really got stm liao....
stm= short tearm memory
i cannot rmb things for long....
if i nvr perpersly go n rmb, i will forget in jux one dae.....
mi really siao......

die liao la....
see mi state like this....
exam sure cannot got through de lo....





haix.....
everyone ,
jia you........

jia you........

jia you........

muz work hard for exam ah.....^^

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

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sian....
the dates r getting closer n closer each de le.....
wat can i do.
i can only stay in the room n study n study n study....
haix.....
who can help mi revise mi work....
all mi subjects r lik shit .....
got not even a subject is okie for mi....
all i have problems wif it......


i have to change mi thinking towards things....
all mi gargements r lik incorrect.....
even though mi six sense is good,
but i still got alot of things cannot make sure.....
theres lots n lots of things i wan to conform n find out the truth...

one day i would sure get it all right de......







i noe that i lov u but theres nothing much that i coild do....
this relation i destroyed it myself de....
n so i got nothing much to comment bout it....

i will always keep this feeling deep in mi heart de...
i noe that first lov is the most difficult to foget de but i gt no other choice.....

we really have no space of changing liao....
no more steps for us to get closer le....

this is the end le.....
it really end le.....
watever that can be don i have tried liao but no improvement.....
so good bye le....i give up totally le....

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

muz chiong studies liao

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haix.....
results if dropping profuslly liao...
if i don PULL UP MI SOCKS , i sure going to suffer in the year end liao....
die liao lo.....

todae more worst leh,
that stupid chem teacher.....
anyhow scold ppl de...
i m starting to hate her liao lo.....
than worst la....
she keep saying mi in class.than if holidae comes n mi parents meet her..... ...... ..... she complain mi than i sure die liao....

now everydae keep chiong studies....
tired la.
see the book wan burn it liao.....
cannot ta han this kind of life style.....
everydae only study n nothing else....
no FUN at all....



haix.....this december moving hse liao....
moving to a place that is so far away.....
LE MERRITT, 64 Lor. M Telok Kurau

its so far...
but i cant help too...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

festivel

heart shape leh.....nice right.....

wah....nice man
yeah...this is miie...^^
haha....
todae is lantern festival....
cool....
have lots of fun with mi sis n fren.....
played with fire n even carried lantern sai...
3years nvr touch lantern liao....
haha....
so funny man...lik small little kids like that....
long time nvr have fun liao....
at first i thought i m goin to stay home de...
but after that jw they ask mi whether wan go play fire wif them....
at first i wan to go de...
but aafter i heard whos there, than i don wan go liao....
luckily, i nvr rot at home...
mi sis fren n mi went to park to play...
haha....
play until lik small kids...
at the park, most of the ppl u see is all teenagers lo...
haha....
no old ppl de...
so unbeliveable...
haix....
todae should b the fun dae i ever had in this year ba....
^^ stay happy...
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siao guy=
miie=
wat u doing la
doing nothing
ok
u now got bf?
no
jus break liao.
than can i b ur bf
no
y so despo ah
ya looking for girl fren
so how
did ur ex call u to patch back?
no
cannot ask ah.
yes
u angry ah
no la
k
u really angry wif mi ah
NOT ANGRY
sorry
don ask le
okie?
okay
don angry
can see ur new picture?
wait
can call u darling
no
if i ur bf can go ur hse mah
no
can see ur picyures
u wan see ah
yeah
sorri i think u really don suit ba...
i don think ur look is mi cup...
ur looks... ......
i wan sleep le
gd nite
bye
wah lik that than angry le
i thought u say we still ca be fren ma
bye
anything lo
bye
don caare u le
bye
--

siao preson....

really crazy

so despo de.....

siao gao....

Friday, September 12, 2008

sia la.....

hiax.....
todae is still okie ba....
went to NEWater plant wif sch....
at there sian....
got nothing much to do...
sian....


sia la....
y every time like that de.....
i cant even know what i m thinking myself lo.....
i don even understand myself nowadays...
haix.....


nowadays i think i hav change liao.....
i don think i lik this changes ba....
but its okie lo....changes is good....
ppl need some changes for some times.....
this changes i still can accept....
its still not tat bad .......


everything is changing everydae....
so don think that it could b catch....
i don lik the changes everdae....
its lik shit.....
especially in sch....
haix....

Thursday, September 11, 2008

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todae is lik shit....
nothing interesting happen n
nothing sad happen too ....
jus a common day ba.....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

siao lang....

todae in class something scary happen....
edwina n winnie seems having great problem with each other lo.....
the problem seems quite serious lo......
edwina even scold winnie.....
than she is complaining lo....
don lik to hear her complaint la.....
she won think before she comment de lo.....

haix......

sian.....

everydae is different lo....
i have to stress on the exam n even the time.....
i m very stress everydae.....
stressful man.....
the examination is coming liao.....
13 more studying daes liao......
so stressful la....
i have no choice but to keep on studying lo....
jai you everyone! work hard for exam.....^^


the funniest thing is that.....
todae at ys hse, got two crazy person make until mi hair like siao zha bo like that.....
mi hair go out ppl all thing that this crazy girl ,
jux came out from mental hospital de....
siao gao......

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

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haix......
everything is different now liao.....
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i n her is starting to get better le.....
she don care than don care, more better....
than i no need to think so much.....
thAN watever i do no need to thing so much lo.....


haix.....
joey ah joey.......
u better conform ur feeling towards him la.....
can see that he is very sad when u keep on doin this to him la.....
haix......

todae is the worst dae man......
haix.....
haix......

Monday, September 08, 2008

haix......

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hiax....
everthing have change liao.....
at first should be good but ending up its not that good anymore....
for the pass daes i thought that everything is back to normal but i found out that it hav not....
now i hope that this haven happen before....
nothing should be impossible if u try.......
so i will wok hard to try to change everything back to normail again....
haix....
if i could make it, than SUA than we would not be that close anymore.....
than we would just be normal fren or even stranger...
so now i oso got no idea how i could do it.....
hiax....
but nvm i thinks its going to b over soon as theres only 2 more month to go....


sob sob.....
sad.....
its over again liao....
neh mind....
i would not care u anymor liao.....
u don belive mi than y should i care u....
two person together the most important things is faith n believe....
u cant do that than SUA.....
end now......we r over....
hiax............ ....... .....


tomoro would be a bran new dae.....
28daes n i m alone again...
haix....
nvm.....
ming tian hui gen hao......
['',]

Sunday, September 07, 2008

wu han thingy

yeah its m




wah... nice mountain hoh....c the cloud, same hight as it


c this is the china second big project'the three gorges dam'....


look at the building....it look so old.....

yeah.....
nice mountain hoh....
nice view...i climb so high jux to take this picture....lame.






........
this is the main places that i have been to....
go there is so sian de lo.....
but luckily i have learn quite alot of things there...
if not is a waste of time.....
haix....
go there is already wasting mi holidae liao....
mi HOLIDAE.....gone....
haix......
nvm liao....
tis few dae i have experience alot of different things which i have not been through bfore....
i have climb mountain....
i have gone to the schools there to study....
i have went to the toilets that have NO DOORS....
i have .........still got alot man....
the worst thing is that the toilet there is all stood de n.......
EVEN HAVE NO DOOR.....
i don even dare to go to the toilet in sch lo....
i need to endure for two hours jux becos i cant go to the toilet with no door....
i would sure not going to forget the things that have happen de....
i even saw a girl holding on to a lady leg begging her to buy the flower.....
thats unbeliveable lo....
how could this kind of things a girl at the age of5 doing.........
it so........ ...... ........
when i was there i miss alot of people in singapore....
alot of them lo....
especially mi family member....
n oso YOU....
the funniest thing that happen is that mi uncle came back from hollen.....
but the next dae he came back i went to wuhan...
than the next dae i came back he went back to hollen....
its so....HAHAHAHA.......
how a coincident....
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finally back

6 september 2008 :

....yeah.....
finally back from the exchange programme....
after been there now not that regrat le...
it was very fun there....

very tired....
whole body ache....
everydae need to spent alot of mi energy....

but i learn alot things there....
fren n fren r now closer....
especially the 20 of us....
we r now quite good fren.....
we girl could very easily noe who not reach yet.....
for more specific information could go to out trip blog = http://sgscpcll.blogspot.com/

everydae there at the trip was very happy n good.....
even though is tired, we still have a good time....

sorri junwei nvr buy anything for u...
i sincerly apologise t u....
cos of some problem so nvr buy for u...
hope u don angry la hoh....
haha....
i really feel very bad...

i oso sincerly apologise to all of u in the class...
i nvr but anything for anyone of u...
sorri.....sorri......

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29 august 2008 to 5 september 2008 :

we have to go to the school there to study with them....
so tiring lo....
wake up sp early than sleep so late....

mi whole body is acheing lo....
on the 5th dae i cant even walk lo.....
leg muscles pain till cant walk properly....

every dae programme was full n plan.....
every dae was tired....
sleep till lik a pig everydae on the bus journey.....

mi body muscles r acheing all over the whole body....
no part of mi body is not pain de....


haha.....
eveydae over there was very happen...
everydae very hyper even thoough very tired....

every morning u can c every one lik left with half of the life lik that...
but until afternoon it will bcome better de....
than start to become siao de....
i admit i oso siao de....
if go c the trip blog, u will noe we all got a bit crazy...
haha......
especially mi....
i everydae like xiao zha bo lo.....
hahah.....


end here for todae ba....
very tired....
tomoro i will post the picture up.....